Werrd

This is getting ridiculous.

I started writing because I needed to relieve myself of these pervasive thoughts about life i guess. It ended up turning into my rant page for our separation.

I don’t know of another word to summarize what I feel besides love. There isn’t anything else that I can think of to explain why I still express concern about your well-being, accomplishments, failures, faults, prides…all of the above. 

this is frustrating. why wont jesus let me let go? 

I don’t understand why I can’t get over this!!! I don’t know if I’m trying for nothing or if I can wait until forever. Idfk.

bitches talk too much sometimes man. Subtract all the elaborating and get to the point

I think I’ve been unhappy..mainly because my days are long and I get very little time to myself. I try but I can only do so much when there are more important things. Sometimes saying yes isn’t all that :/

I really miss my best friend.

Last qtr: I got a job, started the last requisite for my contract, cleared the air with my best friends, designed a fun competition, applied interviewed and interviewed again for my minor, turned 21, celebrated in vegas, went to my first bar n got pissed drunk, dealt with my car’s spontaneous alarm set-offs, became a victim of a stupid hate crime, got an A on two midterms, realized the reason for my craziness, found out I got into my minor, got my competition out to the public, successfully reached out to my one love, and got the best grades I’ve gotten at UCLA since like freshman year. Woop